Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Putting my New Boobs to the Test

This past Friday I went to see Dr. Blackwood in the morning. Like I said before, I couldn't wait to show her the new implants. She was very impressed and thought they looked great. She said I was healing well and everything was going according to plan.

She taught me how to do a self examination. It's basically the same from what I was doing before, but this time around I need to make sure I feel the implant and that it is nice and smooth. I don't want to feel any lumps or anything else that may be funky. She spoke to me a bit about my eating habits. She's a big fan of salmon, almonds, fruits (especially blueberries), mostly things that one eats when trying to be a healthy little eater. But with that healthy eating, there should be NO soy products. Soy = estrogen, and we all know how bad estrogen is for someone like me.

Also, NO multivitamins! Multivitamins help cancer become strong. She explained that cancer is lazy, and when you take multivitamins the nutrients go straight into the bloodstream where cancer can grab them and become stronger. I need to get my vitamins from food sources, which I think is a good idea. I never took multivits anyway, so now I don't feel as bad about that.

My next appointment with Dr. Blackwood is in a year! Woo! She wants me to make my very much delayed OB/GYN appointment and to also meet with an Endocrinologist about my vitamin D deficiency. So, I still have doc appointments in the future, just none with my breast surgeon.

After my appointment I put my new boobs to the test. I had a wedding to attend in the city at the Brooklyn Botanical Garden. I planned to wear a strapless dress and just feel all around fabulous. Well, mission accomplished!



This was the first time I wore something really nice with my new boobs and I felt fantastic! Now, I know Dr. Spiro said I could freeball it for a couple of hours if I wanted, but I just didn't feel comfortable enough to do so. I wore a strapless bra and I am glad I did. I felt protected, and I also had this crazy fear that if my strapless dress fell a bit I would be blissfully unaware because of my numb boobies. Well, my boobies did their job, held up my dress perfectly and just made me feel super great.



I was even able to perform my "famous" elbow dance with the knowledge that my boobs would not go rogue or be uncomfortable.

They certainly passed their first real test. Even though these new boobs still don't totally feel like mine, they are definitely "growing on me." Yuck-yuck.






- J.

2 comments:

  1. Just found your blog off blog nation and had to comment on this.

    This post made me laugh out loud... cause I totally know how you feel! I had a MX on my left side and reduction on the right when I did my surgery back in February. (I was diagnosed 3 days before you at age 28...a lot of us youngin's are dealing with this crap!!)

    Anyways, one thing I can say about the new boobs (one being a foob and the other just a lot smaller) is that I am so happy to be able to go strapless... dont have to worry about crazy jiggle action... and they are smaller and easier to manage.

    At least there are some upsides to getting breast cancer right? Even if it's just the simple joys of getting to elbow dance.

    All the best to you. xo

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    1. Ashley - Thanks so much for your comment. You are right, there are upsides to our situation, and really, if we can't laugh about the whole thing how will we ever make it through? It sounds like you are doing well, and I hope that continues. All the best to you too!

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